"So the life of man upon the earth is a life away from the Presence, wrenched loose from that "blissful center" which is our right and proper dwelling place, our first estate which we kept not, the loss of which is the cause of our unceasing restlessness." (Tozer. The Pursuit of God, pp. 32-33).
Are you restless? Unsettled? Searching? Do you feel like something is missing?
Tozer posits that the source of your restlessness emanates from the fact that ya ain't where ya oughtta be. Or so I paraphrase. If you are indeed designed to live in God's presence, but a broken world prohibits you from so doing, this would explain that "something's missing" feeling that we all get periodically.
Long, long ago in the original Sunday School spectacular we explored a similar theory through the life of Jonah. One (of many) conclusions we reached was that you're either running from God or to God - there is no hiding -- no static lack of movement. Regardless of your directional choice, God is there. Waiting. Aching for restoration with you. Working in you to get your attention back to where you were designed to be. In His presence. Home.
Tozer goes on to say that, "[t]he world is perishing for lack of the knowledge of God, and the Church is famishing for want of his presence." (
Id. at 35). Harsh A-dub. Harsh. The prescription for this malady is a spiritual renewal - a concious effort to draw in communion with our creator. We may be separate from His physical manifestation. We may be far East of Eden. Our citizenship may be somewhere else. But, we can consistently invite the Presence to move and work in our lives. Less running from and more running to. Perhaps that restlessness will wane.
May you commune with the Presence. May you sprint toward the blissful center. And may you be filled with the peace of a God who aches to restore your relationship with Him.